Tag Archives: Mixed Feelings

Seeds of Doubt…. Can they be un-done ? un-planted ? … especially with roots so deep ?

Once the seeds of doubt are planted, how do you undo what’s already been done ? Trust can be as strong as a hurricane, but once it’s been broken it’s transformed and is as fragile as the most delicate crystal. … Continue reading

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” Silence Kills Quicker “…

It’s typically said that a gun, a knife, or even poison, will kill your target quickly. Yet I’m here to say that silence kills quicker than any of these methods. With silence your heart may still be beating, but you’ll … Continue reading

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A Letter I’ll Never Send….. ” Is Love Enough ? “

I gave you my heart, and my soul, but nothing I ever did, or said, seemed to ever be enough for you. You always wanted more from me. When I finally had to stop the drain on my spirit, you … Continue reading

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” I’ve had it with Men ! ” ….

I’m so frustrated right now I could scream ! I would scream, but since I live in an apartment building I’d be afraid to do that and have someone think that I was being murdered, or something ! So I’m … Continue reading

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Can’t go through this again, and not sure I should allow myself to go through this ” mess ” again

I know that everyone has heard of deja vu, but what’s not commonly talked about is when the ” repeated ” situation is a negative one. The only deja vu situations I’ve ever heard of have always been positive ones. … Continue reading

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Not even ” Back Yet “, and Already playing Games ! …

I don’t know what the heck was truly going on tonight, but it just didn’t seem right. Earlier this evening I had talked to him on the phone, and had a very nice conversation. Then around 11 pm tonight I’m … Continue reading

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” All I Wanted “….

All I wanted was to Love You. Was that really too much to ask for ? You never showed me any signs that I was asking for too much, so I never truly knew the score. I didn’t know the … Continue reading

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