Tag Archives: Doubts

Seeds of Doubt…. Can they be un-done ? un-planted ? … especially with roots so deep ?

Once the seeds of doubt are planted, how do you undo what’s already been done ? Trust can be as strong as a hurricane, but once it’s been broken it’s transformed and is as fragile as the most delicate crystal. … Continue reading

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Leave the ” Past ” in the ” Past ” ? … HOW ? …

It’s been almost a month, and a half, since my ” former ” ex-boyfriend came back to me, to be with me – and to live with me. While I am happy that he’s back, since I love him very … Continue reading

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Stabbed in the Heart… Again

It’s not like I didn’t know the risks going in, but still I hung onto hope like a person drowning in an endless sea with only a piece of driftwood to hang onto, and no sign of land anywhere in … Continue reading

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Mistake ???? … Only Time will Tell… I guess

I broke the ” cardinal rule ” and took back an ex-bf, even though many would think I was crazy for doing it. It’s only been one week and four days, and it feels like it’s been a year. Shouldn’t … Continue reading

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Some random thoughts…. just need to vent a bit…

I had a pretty good day today, all except for having a nagging cough still ! I picked up some over-the-counter allergy medication when I went to the grocery store this morning, so I’m hopeful that one of the medications … Continue reading

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Tired of the games….

Most of the time what I write on here I try to make it into a poem of sorts, or at least a poetic letter. Despite this though, I write because I love to write. I write for the release, … Continue reading

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Why Should I ? …

You act like you believe I should fight to keep you in my life. Your behavior and your attitude tells me that you believe that I should compete for you. I’ve got news for you. I don’t have to compete … Continue reading

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