Tag Archives: Conflicted

Seeds of Doubt…. Can they be un-done ? un-planted ? … especially with roots so deep ?

Once the seeds of doubt are planted, how do you undo what’s already been done ? Trust can be as strong as a hurricane, but once it’s been broken it’s transformed and is as fragile as the most delicate crystal. … Continue reading

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Leave the ” Past ” in the ” Past ” ? … HOW ? …

It’s been almost a month, and a half, since my ” former ” ex-boyfriend came back to me, to be with me – and to live with me. While I am happy that he’s back, since I love him very … Continue reading

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Boyfriend …. OR … Roommate … ???? …. Not sure which

Once not that long ago I had all kinds of hopes and dreams for having my ” love ” back in my life once again, and finally having the happiness I thought we were meant to have together. That was … Continue reading

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Some random thoughts…. just need to vent a bit…

I had a pretty good day today, all except for having a nagging cough still ! I picked up some over-the-counter allergy medication when I went to the grocery store this morning, so I’m hopeful that one of the medications … Continue reading

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Tired of the games….

Most of the time what I write on here I try to make it into a poem of sorts, or at least a poetic letter. Despite this though, I write because I love to write. I write for the release, … Continue reading

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Took the ” High Road “, and I held my tongue …

I was talking to an old friend today on the phone when he said something that truly disturbed me, but I held my tongue and didn’t reveal my distress. I would have had every right to say something, but what … Continue reading

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Say what you mean…. and mean what you say …

Maybe I’m simply naive, and I should wise up to the ways of the world. I don’t know. All I know for certain is that I’m tired of the way some people will tell you what you want to hear, … Continue reading

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