Category Archives: Unanswered Questions

Ode to a Love that probably never was … A letter of resignation and acceptance …

Sitting here I’m wondering, ” Did you ever truly love me ? “ I can’t help but ask that question now.  After everything I’ve ever done for you, and all of the promises you made, suddenly it appears I mean … Continue reading

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Not even ” Back Yet “, and Already playing Games ! …

I don’t know what the heck was truly going on tonight, but it just didn’t seem right. Earlier this evening I had talked to him on the phone, and had a very nice conversation. Then around 11 pm tonight I’m … Continue reading

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” Heaven and Hell “… a Letter that won’t get sent…

We shared a lifetime of memories in a relatively short period of time. You took me to the heights of passion that I never knew were possible till you. Instead of making those ” good times ” a habit, or … Continue reading

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” All I Wanted “….

All I wanted was to Love You. Was that really too much to ask for ? You never showed me any signs that I was asking for too much, so I never truly knew the score. I didn’t know the … Continue reading

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” Silence Kills “….

It’s been only a little over five months, but it feels like five years. At least I’m no longer plagued by rivers of tears. You said that you wanted us to ” Be Friends. ” It’s clear now that was … Continue reading

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Fighting a weak resolve today… struggling with it…

I don’t know if it’s been simply because I’ve been extremely bored lately, or if I’ve been truly missing Him. Which one ? I wish I knew. All I know for sure is that today I’ve been fighting with a … Continue reading

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Wishing for One More Conversation… ” sort of “…

During that very last phone conversation I had with ” Him “, my former Maine Sweetheart, the last words I uttered I could barely speak because of the tears flowing so freely that were choking Me up completely. This is … Continue reading

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