Category Archives: Sorrow

” Never Enough “….

Posted on May 7, 2014 by

I gave you everything. My Heart, my Soul, my Life were yours and yours alone. Still you turn on me like a snake in the grass, and instead of a Love that lasts, you show me betrayal that stabs through … Continue reading →

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” All I Wanted “….

Posted on March 30, 2014 by

All I wanted was to Love You. Was that really too much to ask for ? You never showed me any signs that I was asking for too much, so I never truly knew the score. I didn’t know the … Continue reading →

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” Silence Kills “….

Posted on March 24, 2014 by

It’s been only a little over five months, but it feels like five years. At least I’m no longer plagued by rivers of tears. You said that you wanted us to ” Be Friends. ” It’s clear now that was … Continue reading →

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How do you ” switch off ” your heart ?

Posted on November 22, 2013 by

Even in the face of a decision that was made for me, still how do I ” switch off ” feelings that have been a part of me for years ? Of course I realize it’s pointless to hang onto … Continue reading →

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A letter I will not send, but I can’t help wishing I could…

Posted on November 8, 2013 by

To My Former ” Maine ” Sweetheart… How could you have honestly thought that I would be okay with being ” JUST FRIENDS ” with You ? If it helps, think of it like this. If you had been working … Continue reading →

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” Trust My Heart Again ? “…..

Posted on November 5, 2013 by

I Loved You for many years despite never actually holding You close to Me. I thought for all that time that the distance between Us didn’t truly matter, now I see how blind I was for far too long. You … Continue reading →

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Why do I torture myself over what’s gone and over now ?

Posted on November 3, 2013 by

Sometimes I truly don’t understand myself. I don’t understand why I would torture myself over something that’s gone, and completely over with now. Why should I care about it when it’s gone now ? Besides the decision for it to … Continue reading →

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Suspicions confirmed now….

Posted on October 20, 2013 by

Even though what once was – or at least what I thought I had – is over now, still the pain from it stings like a fresh wound sometimes. The cause of this renewed pain today was mostly because of … Continue reading →

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Trying… Trying to Keep it Together.. It’s just so Damn Hard ! ….

Posted on October 14, 2013 by

I’m trying hard to keep myself together. I feel like I’m a jigsaw puzzle that can fall apart any moment ! I’m just sitting here hoping that no one tries to pick Me up, for when they do I’ll surely … Continue reading →

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” I Had a Dream “….

Posted on October 14, 2013 by

Once I had a Dream of Me and You. We were madly and deeply in Love. It was a Love unlike any other, A Love that seemed fated to be. At least this is how it seemed to Me. After … Continue reading →

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