Category Archives: Shattered Heart

Ode to a Love that probably never was … A letter of resignation and acceptance …

Sitting here I’m wondering, ” Did you ever truly love me ? “ I can’t help but ask that question now.  After everything I’ve ever done for you, and all of the promises you made, suddenly it appears I mean … Continue reading

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” All I Wanted “….

All I wanted was to Love You. Was that really too much to ask for ? You never showed me any signs that I was asking for too much, so I never truly knew the score. I didn’t know the … Continue reading

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” Silence Kills “….

It’s been only a little over five months, but it feels like five years. At least I’m no longer plagued by rivers of tears. You said that you wanted us to ” Be Friends. ” It’s clear now that was … Continue reading

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Is it natural to often want what’s out of our reach ?

It’s been a very grey, and rainy day here today. Weather like that always puts me in a very deep-thinking mood. That’s saying a lot since I’m naturally an over-thinker already, most of the time. As I’m sitting here with … Continue reading

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How do you ” switch off ” your heart ?

Even in the face of a decision that was made for me, still how do I ” switch off ” feelings that have been a part of me for years ? Of course I realize it’s pointless to hang onto … Continue reading

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” Trust My Heart Again ? “…..

I Loved You for many years despite never actually holding You close to Me. I thought for all that time that the distance between Us didn’t truly matter, now I see how blind I was for far too long. You … Continue reading

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Why do I torture myself over what’s gone and over now ?

Sometimes I truly don’t understand myself. I don’t understand why I would torture myself over something that’s gone, and completely over with now. Why should I care about it when it’s gone now ? Besides the decision for it to … Continue reading

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