Category Archives: Restless

” Silence Kills “….

It’s been only a little over five months, but it feels like five years. At least I’m no longer plagued by rivers of tears. You said that you wanted us to ” Be Friends. ” It’s clear now that was … Continue reading

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Would things be ” better ” with a Man, or ” worse ” ? hmmmm

I’ve been contemplating something today that I’m sure is an issue for many women around the world. I’ve been wondering if my Life would be any better with a man, or would it end up being worse ? It’s hard … Continue reading

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A Twisted Road…. to say the least…

Loving you I knew from the start would never be a bed of roses. Yet somehow I still decided to love you no matter what fate threw in our path, regardless of what arose. Now I see how I was … Continue reading

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Is it natural to often want what’s out of our reach ?

It’s been a very grey, and rainy day here today. Weather like that always puts me in a very deep-thinking mood. That’s saying a lot since I’m naturally an over-thinker already, most of the time. As I’m sitting here with … Continue reading

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Merry Christmas to All !!! ****

Another Christmas day is already here. It seems like yesterday when I was finally done with the time I spent at ” The Consulate of NPR ” for physical therapy because of my bad knees. Last year I spend a … Continue reading

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How do you ” switch off ” your heart ?

Even in the face of a decision that was made for me, still how do I ” switch off ” feelings that have been a part of me for years ? Of course I realize it’s pointless to hang onto … Continue reading

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Stretching my Wings now…

Tonight I’ve decided that I’m going to reach out to my ex-bf instead of waiting for Him to call me. I made that mistake with my ” former ” Maine sweetheart. I always waited around for him to decide to … Continue reading

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