Category Archives: Mixed Feelings

Seeds of Doubt…. Can they be un-done ? un-planted ? … especially with roots so deep ?

Posted on August 25, 2015 by

Once the seeds of doubt are planted, how do you undo what’s already been done ? Trust can be as strong as a hurricane, but once it’s been broken it’s transformed and is as fragile as the most delicate crystal. … Continue reading →

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Tired of the Self-Centered People in my Life !!!! …

Posted on January 5, 2015 by

What’s with some people ? Everything is ALWAYS about them ! Do they ever bother asking how I’m doing at all before going into a long tirade of how terrible things are in their life ? Oh hell no ! … Continue reading →

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Why Should I ? …

Posted on December 31, 2014 by

You act like you believe I should fight to keep you in my life. Your behavior and your attitude tells me that you believe that I should compete for you. I’ve got news for you. I don’t have to compete … Continue reading →

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” Sometimes “….

Posted on December 15, 2014 by

Sometimes I wish I never met you, but then I think of the Love we share, a Love that’s stronger now than when it was brand new. Still sometimes I wonder if my Life would be a lot easier, without … Continue reading →

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Ode to a Love that probably never was … A letter of resignation and acceptance …

Posted on September 7, 2014 by

Sitting here I’m wondering, ” Did you ever truly love me ? “ I can’t help but ask that question now.  After everything I’ve ever done for you, and all of the promises you made, suddenly it appears I mean … Continue reading →

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” If you think I believe you, then you have another thing coming. “…

Posted on August 27, 2014 by

Before anyone tries to assume this post smacks of so called ” Love Addiction “, I’ll tell you right now that you’re wrong. After all if it was that simple, then wouldn’t I believe every little thing that he tells … Continue reading →

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A Letter I’ll Never Send….. ” Is Love Enough ? “

Posted on May 31, 2014 by

I gave you my heart, and my soul, but nothing I ever did, or said, seemed to ever be enough for you. You always wanted more from me. When I finally had to stop the drain on my spirit, you … Continue reading →

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” I’ve had it with Men ! ” ….

Posted on May 23, 2014 by

I’m so frustrated right now I could scream ! I would scream, but since I live in an apartment building I’d be afraid to do that and have someone think that I was being murdered, or something ! So I’m … Continue reading →

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Can’t go through this again, and not sure I should allow myself to go through this ” mess ” again

Posted on May 7, 2014 by

I know that everyone has heard of deja vu, but what’s not commonly talked about is when the ” repeated ” situation is a negative one. The only deja vu situations I’ve ever heard of have always been positive ones. … Continue reading →

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Not even ” Back Yet “, and Already playing Games ! …

Posted on May 5, 2014 by

I don’t know what the heck was truly going on tonight, but it just didn’t seem right. Earlier this evening I had talked to him on the phone, and had a very nice conversation. Then around 11 pm tonight I’m … Continue reading →

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