Category Archives: Holding onto Hope

Seeds of Doubt…. Can they be un-done ? un-planted ? … especially with roots so deep ?

Once the seeds of doubt are planted, how do you undo what’s already been done ? Trust can be as strong as a hurricane, but once it’s been broken it’s transformed and is as fragile as the most delicate crystal. … Continue reading

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Leave the ” Past ” in the ” Past ” ? … HOW ? …

It’s been almost a month, and a half, since my ” former ” ex-boyfriend came back to me, to be with me – and to live with me. While I am happy that he’s back, since I love him very … Continue reading

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Boyfriend …. OR … Roommate … ???? …. Not sure which

Once not that long ago I had all kinds of hopes and dreams for having my ” love ” back in my life once again, and finally having the happiness I thought we were meant to have together. That was … Continue reading

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Stabbed in the Heart… Again

It’s not like I didn’t know the risks going in, but still I hung onto hope like a person drowning in an endless sea with only a piece of driftwood to hang onto, and no sign of land anywhere in … Continue reading

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Mistake ???? … Only Time will Tell… I guess

I broke the ” cardinal rule ” and took back an ex-bf, even though many would think I was crazy for doing it. It’s only been one week and four days, and it feels like it’s been a year. Shouldn’t … Continue reading

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” Sometimes “….

Sometimes I wish I never met you, but then I think of the Love we share, a Love that’s stronger now than when it was brand new. Still sometimes I wonder if my Life would be a lot easier, without … Continue reading

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Missing You…. Right or Wrong ?…

Others may not understand, but I can’t help it. Every day I think of you, and miss you with every fiber of me. With every breath I take my thoughts fill of you, and I imagine you right here beside … Continue reading

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Trying to stay Hopeful… But… I can’t help wondering IF I should maybe RUN – NOT WALK – the Other Way…

I’ve only known him a very short time, but everything seemed to ” click ” so completely between us that my heart couldn’t help falling for him. Now after some things he said in several texts to me this morning … Continue reading

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Stepping onto the Merry Go Round of Love Again….

Recently I met a guy online that seems wonderful. By all indications he’s really kind, sweet, caring, very understanding, compassionate, and loving. How can one person be that Perfect ?… you may be asking… Well, yes he does have some … Continue reading

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Opening the Door once again….

Once again I’m opening the door to possible romance. Since I’m only in the very first steps of getting to know ” him “, I’m determined to keep myself in a state of hopefulness that’s tempered with reasonable caution, and … Continue reading

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