Category Archives: Frustration

I hate it when I’m right …

All of my suspicions were proved right by his actions. I hate it when my gut feelings are proven right ! I wish for once that I was wrong about a ” gut feeling “, or ” instinct “. But … Continue reading

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Seeds of Doubt…. Can they be un-done ? un-planted ? … especially with roots so deep ?

Once the seeds of doubt are planted, how do you undo what’s already been done ? Trust can be as strong as a hurricane, but once it’s been broken it’s transformed and is as fragile as the most delicate crystal. … Continue reading

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Boyfriend …. OR … Roommate … ???? …. Not sure which

Once not that long ago I had all kinds of hopes and dreams for having my ” love ” back in my life once again, and finally having the happiness I thought we were meant to have together. That was … Continue reading

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Stabbed in the Heart… Again

It’s not like I didn’t know the risks going in, but still I hung onto hope like a person drowning in an endless sea with only a piece of driftwood to hang onto, and no sign of land anywhere in … Continue reading

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Mistake ???? … Only Time will Tell… I guess

I broke the ” cardinal rule ” and took back an ex-bf, even though many would think I was crazy for doing it. It’s only been one week and four days, and it feels like it’s been a year. Shouldn’t … Continue reading

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Took the ” High Road “, and I held my tongue …

I was talking to an old friend today on the phone when he said something that truly disturbed me, but I held my tongue and didn’t reveal my distress. I would have had every right to say something, but what … Continue reading

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Complainer OR Standing Up For Myself ????

Recently a guy I’ve known for a short time called me a ” Complainer ” ! What he didn’t understand, and refused to see, was that I wasn’t ” complaining “. I was merely standing up for myself, and questioning … Continue reading

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