Category Archives: Fears

Stepping onto the Merry Go Round of Love Again….

Recently I met a guy online that seems wonderful. By all indications he’s really kind, sweet, caring, very understanding, compassionate, and loving. How can one person be that Perfect ?… you may be asking… Well, yes he does have some … Continue reading

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A Letter I’ll Never Send….. ” Is Love Enough ? “

I gave you my heart, and my soul, but nothing I ever did, or said, seemed to ever be enough for you. You always wanted more from me. When I finally had to stop the drain on my spirit, you … Continue reading

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” Never Enough “….

I gave you everything. My Heart, my Soul, my Life were yours and yours alone. Still you turn on me like a snake in the grass, and instead of a Love that lasts, you show me betrayal that stabs through … Continue reading

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Can’t go through this again, and not sure I should allow myself to go through this ” mess ” again

I know that everyone has heard of deja vu, but what’s not commonly talked about is when the ” repeated ” situation is a negative one. The only deja vu situations I’ve ever heard of have always been positive ones. … Continue reading

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” Heaven and Hell “… a Letter that won’t get sent…

We shared a lifetime of memories in a relatively short period of time. You took me to the heights of passion that I never knew were possible till you. Instead of making those ” good times ” a habit, or … Continue reading

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A Twisted Road…. to say the least…

Loving you I knew from the start would never be a bed of roses. Yet somehow I still decided to love you no matter what fate threw in our path, regardless of what arose. Now I see how I was … Continue reading

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Is it natural to often want what’s out of our reach ?

It’s been a very grey, and rainy day here today. Weather like that always puts me in a very deep-thinking mood. That’s saying a lot since I’m naturally an over-thinker already, most of the time. As I’m sitting here with … Continue reading

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