Category Archives: Fears

Seeds of Doubt…. Can they be un-done ? un-planted ? … especially with roots so deep ?

Once the seeds of doubt are planted, how do you undo what’s already been done ? Trust can be as strong as a hurricane, but once it’s been broken it’s transformed and is as fragile as the most delicate crystal. … Continue reading

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Leave the ” Past ” in the ” Past ” ? … HOW ? …

It’s been almost a month, and a half, since my ” former ” ex-boyfriend came back to me, to be with me – and to live with me. While I am happy that he’s back, since I love him very … Continue reading

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Boyfriend …. OR … Roommate … ???? …. Not sure which

Once not that long ago I had all kinds of hopes and dreams for having my ” love ” back in my life once again, and finally having the happiness I thought we were meant to have together. That was … Continue reading

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Stabbed in the Heart… Again

It’s not like I didn’t know the risks going in, but still I hung onto hope like a person drowning in an endless sea with only a piece of driftwood to hang onto, and no sign of land anywhere in … Continue reading

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Why Should I ? …

You act like you believe I should fight to keep you in my life. Your behavior and your attitude tells me that you believe that I should compete for you. I’ve got news for you. I don’t have to compete … Continue reading

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” Sometimes “….

Sometimes I wish I never met you, but then I think of the Love we share, a Love that’s stronger now than when it was brand new. Still sometimes I wonder if my Life would be a lot easier, without … Continue reading

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Trying to stay Hopeful… But… I can’t help wondering IF I should maybe RUN – NOT WALK – the Other Way…

I’ve only known him a very short time, but everything seemed to ” click ” so completely between us that my heart couldn’t help falling for him. Now after some things he said in several texts to me this morning … Continue reading

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Stepping onto the Merry Go Round of Love Again….

Recently I met a guy online that seems wonderful. By all indications he’s really kind, sweet, caring, very understanding, compassionate, and loving. How can one person be that Perfect ?… you may be asking… Well, yes he does have some … Continue reading

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A Letter I’ll Never Send….. ” Is Love Enough ? “

I gave you my heart, and my soul, but nothing I ever did, or said, seemed to ever be enough for you. You always wanted more from me. When I finally had to stop the drain on my spirit, you … Continue reading

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” Never Enough “….

I gave you everything. My Heart, my Soul, my Life were yours and yours alone. Still you turn on me like a snake in the grass, and instead of a Love that lasts, you show me betrayal that stabs through … Continue reading

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