Category Archives: Despair

I hate it when I’m right …

All of my suspicions were proved right by his actions. I hate it when my gut feelings are proven right ! I wish for once that I was wrong about a ” gut feeling “, or ” instinct “. But … Continue reading

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Boyfriend …. OR … Roommate … ???? …. Not sure which

Once not that long ago I had all kinds of hopes and dreams for having my ” love ” back in my life once again, and finally having the happiness I thought we were meant to have together. That was … Continue reading

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” Reaching Out To You “…

Time after time I reach my hand out to you, and also my heart. Still every time you push me away, and rip my world apart. If you would simply give me five minutes of your time, I’m sure you … Continue reading

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” Silence Kills Quicker “…

It’s typically said that a gun, a knife, or even poison, will kill your target quickly. Yet I’m here to say that silence kills quicker than any of these methods. With silence your heart may still be beating, but you’ll … Continue reading

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A Letter I’ll Never Send….. ” Is Love Enough ? “

I gave you my heart, and my soul, but nothing I ever did, or said, seemed to ever be enough for you. You always wanted more from me. When I finally had to stop the drain on my spirit, you … Continue reading

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” Never Enough “….

I gave you everything. My Heart, my Soul, my Life were yours and yours alone. Still you turn on me like a snake in the grass, and instead of a Love that lasts, you show me betrayal that stabs through … Continue reading

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Can’t go through this again, and not sure I should allow myself to go through this ” mess ” again

I know that everyone has heard of deja vu, but what’s not commonly talked about is when the ” repeated ” situation is a negative one. The only deja vu situations I’ve ever heard of have always been positive ones. … Continue reading

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