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About insanityrules67

I'm passionate about Writing. I have been ever since high school. I also Love to Read Fantasy, or Sci-Fi. Plus I enjoy Drawing, Playing Games Online, Watching Movies, Playing Board Games, Watching WWE Wrestling, and Gazing at the Stars on a Clear Cool Fall - or Winter - Night. Plus I also Love to stay in Touch with my Friends and Family Online.

For some excuses are easy…

It never fails to amaze me how no matter how many times someone’s actions produce the same outcomes, they will still behave in the exact same way ! … Not just once, or twice… but this happens over and over … Continue reading

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Relationship vs. Roommates …

After going through thirteen years of hell with my ex-husband, ten years of them married to him, I swore to myself that I would do whatever it took to make sure I never ended up in the same type of … Continue reading

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What Now ????

If I had a dollar for every time I’ve found myself in this situation I’d be a millionaire by now. The thing is I know deep down that it’s mostly my fault that I find myself here once again. I … Continue reading

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Double Standards …

We’ve all heard of how unfair double standards are, but I’m here to declare that they are not only unfair, but also potentially a poison that can ultimately tear apart a relationship. It makes me want to start screaming, and … Continue reading

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I believed you …

Time after time you did the exact same thing to me. You would make all sorts of beautiful promises, and make loving reassurances that we would be okay. No matter how sincere you sounded, and how much you would repeat … Continue reading

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Torn between Missing You and telling You to ” Go to Hell ! ” …

I opened my heart and soul to you again with the understanding that you knew what a risk I was taking, and how much I was counting on you to keep ALL of your promises. You were great with the … Continue reading

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I hate it when I’m right …

All of my suspicions were proved right by his actions. I hate it when my gut feelings are proven right ! I wish for once that I was wrong about a ” gut feeling “, or ” instinct “. But … Continue reading

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Seeds of Doubt…. Can they be un-done ? un-planted ? … especially with roots so deep ?

Once the seeds of doubt are planted, how do you undo what’s already been done ? Trust can be as strong as a hurricane, but once it’s been broken it’s transformed and is as fragile as the most delicate crystal. … Continue reading

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Leave the ” Past ” in the ” Past ” ? … HOW ? …

It’s been almost a month, and a half, since my ” former ” ex-boyfriend came back to me, to be with me – and to live with me. While I am happy that he’s back, since I love him very … Continue reading

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Boyfriend …. OR … Roommate … ???? …. Not sure which

Once not that long ago I had all kinds of hopes and dreams for having my ” love ” back in my life once again, and finally having the happiness I thought we were meant to have together. That was … Continue reading

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