Monthly Archives: May 2014

A Letter I’ll Never Send….. ” Is Love Enough ? “

I gave you my heart, and my soul, but nothing I ever did, or said, seemed to ever be enough for you. You always wanted more from me. When I finally had to stop the drain on my spirit, you … Continue reading

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” I’ve had it with Men ! ” ….

I’m so frustrated right now I could scream ! I would scream, but since I live in an apartment building I’d be afraid to do that and have someone think that I was being murdered, or something ! So I’m … Continue reading

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” Never Enough “….

I gave you everything. My Heart, my Soul, my Life were yours and yours alone. Still you turn on me like a snake in the grass, and instead of a Love that lasts, you show me betrayal that stabs through … Continue reading

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Can’t go through this again, and not sure I should allow myself to go through this ” mess ” again

I know that everyone has heard of deja vu, but what’s not commonly talked about is when the ” repeated ” situation is a negative one. The only deja vu situations I’ve ever heard of have always been positive ones. … Continue reading

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” Playing Games Already ” – Part 2 ~~~~

About one hour after I had written my last post, I saw on his Facebook page that suddenly two new Friends were added. One of them I wouldn’t have thought much about, but the other gave me definite pause. The … Continue reading

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Not even ” Back Yet “, and Already playing Games ! …

I don’t know what the heck was truly going on tonight, but it just didn’t seem right. Earlier this evening I had talked to him on the phone, and had a very nice conversation. Then around 11 pm tonight I’m … Continue reading

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