Monthly Archives: November 2013

” Loving Hurts “…

Whether it’s for a lover or a family member, it’s all the same. Soon enough there’s pain that tears your heart asunder. With so many highs and lows involved at times it seems very much like a game. You give … Continue reading

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Why do Good Women fall so hard for Bad Men ?…

It’s an unfair fact I feel, that you always hear about a ” good woman in love with a bad man “, but you never hear it the other way around. No one ever says.. ” Oh that wonderful man … Continue reading

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How do you ” switch off ” your heart ?

Even in the face of a decision that was made for me, still how do I ” switch off ” feelings that have been a part of me for years ? Of course I realize it’s pointless to hang onto … Continue reading

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” One Phone Call “….

One phone call out of the clear blue, can be the difference between drowning in despair and seeing the whole world anew. Earlier this evening I felt I was sinking in loneliness, then suddenly the phone rang and I was … Continue reading

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Stretching my Wings now…

Tonight I’ve decided that I’m going to reach out to my ex-bf instead of waiting for Him to call me. I made that mistake with my ” former ” Maine sweetheart. I always waited around for him to decide to … Continue reading

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Mistake ? … Maybe, maybe not… doesn’t really matter either way

I realize that I’ve said in other posts that I wouldn’t do this no matter how much I thought about it. That’s a mute point now. I decided that I would give in to the urge to email my ” … Continue reading

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” The Music of My Heart “

Every time I hear your voice you strum the strings of my heart, and make my spirit want to sing for joy. I want nothing more of this life than to share it with you, and to never ever part. … Continue reading

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Fighting a weak resolve today… struggling with it…

I don’t know if it’s been simply because I’ve been extremely bored lately, or if I’ve been truly missing Him. Which one ? I wish I knew. All I know for sure is that today I’ve been fighting with a … Continue reading

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” Tore My World Apart “…

I had given You all of Me but apparently it wasn’t enough. You fooled me for many years into thinking that You loved me the same, but for You it must have been merely a game. I was completely blinded … Continue reading

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A letter I will not send, but I can’t help wishing I could…

To My Former ” Maine ” Sweetheart… How could you have honestly thought that I would be okay with being ” JUST FRIENDS ” with You ? If it helps, think of it like this. If you had been working … Continue reading

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