Monthly Archives: October 2013

Moved somehow from Sorrow to Numbness….

I’m wondering… ” Is it a good sign to feel numb after having Your heart broken ? ” I’m thinking that perhaps that’s a normal sign that You’re slowly beginning to move on. I suppose that’s got to be what … Continue reading

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Trying… Trying to Keep it Together.. It’s just so Damn Hard ! ….

I’m trying hard to keep myself together. I feel like I’m a jigsaw puzzle that can fall apart any moment ! I’m just sitting here hoping that no one tries to pick Me up, for when they do I’ll surely … Continue reading

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” I Had a Dream “….

Once I had a Dream of Me and You. We were madly and deeply in Love. It was a Love unlike any other, A Love that seemed fated to be. At least this is how it seemed to Me. After … Continue reading

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No More ” Maine ” Sweetheart… :(

Today the phone call from my supposed ” Maine ” Sweetheart turned out exactly how I had feared that it would ! I got the standard speech that He wants us to be ” Just Friends ” from now on. … Continue reading

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Heart Break is a Very Real Pain….

I’m sure that some people out there dismiss the idea that heart break is a very real pain. I’m here to tell everyone that it is all too real. It’s not just ” in Your head ” as some seem … Continue reading

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Can’t Take This….

I can’t handle this. I’ve barely stopped crying all night long. I keep trying to stay busy to keep my mind off of the ” phone call ” that’s supposed to happen tomorrow. This is the one that’s supposed to … Continue reading

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Falling to Pieces….

I feel like my World is falling apart around Me as I sit here helpless. All I can do is just watch it happen. I always believed that people are basically ” trustworthy and good “, and deserve to be … Continue reading

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