Monthly Archives: October 2013

Wishing for One More Conversation… ” sort of “…

During that very last phone conversation I had with ” Him “, my former Maine Sweetheart, the last words I uttered I could barely speak because of the tears flowing so freely that were choking Me up completely. This is … Continue reading

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Online Dating… Part 2…

Earlier, last night technically since it’s 3:08 am Friday right now, I allowed a guy I had met on an online dating site a short time ago to come over so We could meet in person. It was the first … Continue reading

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” You Threw Me Away “….

I gave You a Love unlike any other, and wanted nothing in return except Your Heart. Apparently it was too much to ask of You since You decided to tear Me apart. I thought that our Love would never end, … Continue reading

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” Online Dating ” !…OMG ! It’s a Damn Circus out There !

I’ve only been looking into online dating for a little over One Week, and so far that’s been more than enough to see how crazy it is ! OMG ! It is a complete psychotic Circus out there ! I … Continue reading

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Suspicions confirmed now….

Even though what once was – or at least what I thought I had – is over now, still the pain from it stings like a fresh wound sometimes. The cause of this renewed pain today was mostly because of … Continue reading

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I Will Not Let You….

You betrayed my Heart, and my Soul, but I will not let this devastation keep Me down. Even though You reached into my chest ripping out my Heart, and stomping on all of my dreams, I will somehow move on. … Continue reading

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An Open Letter to ” Him “…

I want to clarify something right away. I’m doing this exclusively for myself. I’m not doing it to solicit advice or sympathy from anyone, and I’m not doing it in hopes that ” He ” will one day see it. … Continue reading

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