Hopes and Desires of the Heart… A Pondering…

She’s always wanted a Love that would last forever; a Love that would always be true. She had believed that She found that in Him, and yet lately She can’t help wonder if She was wrong. Every time She speaks to Him on the phone the words that fall from His lips are dripping with Love and Passion unlike any other She’s known. But whenever She asks Him when He plans to be by Her side, He spews out every possible excuse. Shouldn’t He instead be telling Her of His plans on how He’s going to be with Her soon, instead ? That’s how She sees it. She doesn’t feel that She’s wrong. How could She be wrong about this, when He continues to profess His undying Love for Her. Yet if it’s really True Love that He feels for Her then why isn’t He just as anxious to be with Her, as She is to be with Him ? It makes no sense to Her, and it fills Her with nearly constant worry. She’s invested so much of Her Heart, and Her Soul in Him that She doesn’t want to end up completely wrong about this. She can’t be wrong, She thinks to herself.
It’s simply not fair. It can’t be fair for Her to not finally have found Her One True Love ? She doesn’t see how the Fates could possibly be so cruel to her. She tries to live a good life, and She always gives all of her Heart and Soul to a relationship. Isn’t that how She is supposed to be, she ponders.
In the past She’s made mistakes in her choices of Lovers. But She didn’t feel that She had made another mistake when She met Him. From that very first day that they spoke to each other it seemed right, and meant to be. She wonders now if She was seeing clearly that day. Perhaps She was projecting Her deepest desires and dreams on Him, and seeing what She wanted to see in Him. She hopes with everything in her that this is not the case. Far too much time has gone by now, and too much of herself is invested in Him. She can’t let go now of her dream, or of Her Love.

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