Finally heard from Him….

After not hearing from my ” Maine ” Sweetheart since Thursday afternoon, I got an e-mail from Him early Sunday evening explaining that He had gone Camping ALL Weekend, and just got back home. He said that He was ” Okay, but somewhat sunburned, ” plus He added that He needed to get a shower, and eat. Instead of saying that He would Call Me after He ate, He said that IF I didn’t hear from Him that night, that He would Call Me Monday after Work, for sure. Reading that didn’t make me too happy, but I was grateful to at least get an e-mail from Him. So I patiently got through Sunday night – ( another Day of not talking to Him on the phone ), and waited for Monday to roll around.
Today He did keep His word, which I feel is extremely important in any relationship. He called Me as soon as He got off Work Today – Monday August 26th. While it was great to finally hear His voice after 4 Days of not talking to Him, I couldn’t help speaking up about the frustration I felt over the Weekend. He fervently, and emphatically explained that He did TRY to e-mail Me on Friday – ( before leaving to go Camping ) – but would not allow Him to create and send an e-mail to Me. He seemed sincerely, and earnestly sorry for the frustration, and feeling of being ignored that He caused Me. But Why didn’t He Call Me then, instead ? He wouldn’t have had to say much, just quickly let Me know that He’d be away the entire Weekend camping. It’s not like I would be wanting Him to ask my permission to go camping. It’s not that at all. I realize now that I should have asked Him WHY He didn’t Call Me instead, when I was talking to Him Today on the phone, but I forgot. I would ask Him about that Tomorrow when He calls Me, but I don’t want to seem like I’m nagging Him about it – or obsessing over it. What’s happened… is already done, and over with. That’s how I should look at this, I suppose. After all, IF this is His worst fault then He’s still a pretty good guy; at least compared to some other guys I’ve known in my past. There could be much worse faults than not calling someone. I know this for a fact.
Besides, the thing about the ” relationship ” between my ” Maine ” Sweetheart and I is that even though We have known each other for many Years now, We haven’t met in Person yet. Considering this fact, I think You could say that the ” relationship ” is still in it’s ” infant ” stage. Once We finally meet in Person then I’ll truly see where the Two of Us will be able to go together as far as our ” relationship “. I know what I want with Him, but I’m still trying to stay realistic about it. It’s not easy though, since I admittedly already Love Him with all of my Heart, and my Soul. I hope for a ” Good Future ” with Him. Yet, I do understand that I still need to be sure that He’ll truly treat Me how I deserve to be treated.

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