I Wrote to Him… But still Tried to be Bluntly Honest…

Today I just finished writing message # 3 to Him – My Ex-Bf. I mostly only did it since He wrote Me such earnest, and pleading messages, practically begging Me to answer His questions, and to Talk to Him about certain issues. So I wrote to Him, BUT I still tried to be bluntly Honest, and not lead Him on anymore. At least I plan on NOT leading Him on Anymore than I already have in the Past. I feel bad for that, even though I know I have my own deep seated reasons for doing it. Still I’m not sure if there are any good enough reasons for playing around with Someone’s Feelings, no matter what They did to You in the Past. After all I did Love Him deeply ONCE. Now, Not so much since I have My ” Maine Sweetheart ” that I’m sure is the ONE that’s Truly meant for Me. The complicated thing is that even though I do Truly Love My ” Maine Sweetheart ” madly, and deeply, there are still Feelings deep down in Me for My Ex-bf. Are They Enough to Take Him Back AGAIN ?! No ! I don’t see that happening for ONE MAIN VERY IMPORTANT REASON ! Because I would NEVER EVER do ANYTHING that would Hurt My ” Maine Sweetheart ” ! NEVER EVER ! I couldn’t Live with Myself IF I ever did such a Thing ! I really couldn’t ! Besides, I WANT My ” Maine Sweetheart ” ! I truly WANT to be Near Him.. To Be able to Hold Him… Touch Him.. Kiss Him.. Laugh With Him.. Smile at Him.. Look into His Eyes, and Tell Him how Much I Truly LOVE Him.. and so Much MORE !

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About insanityrules67

I'm passionate about Writing. I have been ever since high school. I also Love to Read Fantasy, or Sci-Fi. Plus I enjoy Drawing, Playing Games Online, Watching Movies, Playing Board Games, Watching WWE Wrestling, and Gazing at the Stars on a Clear Cool Fall - or Winter - Night. Plus I also Love to stay in Touch with my Friends and Family Online.
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