I was just sitting here Thinking about something sort of curious to Me. It ‘ Used to Be ‘ that any time I got a Letter from ” Him ” I’d open it right away. In fact I could hardly contain my excitement at simply getting a Letter from ” Him “.
Now it’s completely ‘ Different ‘.
I feel ‘ Numb ‘ in a Way… as far as My Attitude towards getting a Letter from ” Him “.
It’s not a Big Deal the Way it used to be. I could really care less whether I get a Letter from Him, or not. In fact to be honest with Myself I’d have to say that I view ” His ” Letters as more of a Chore to look at than a pleasure.
The Reason I say that last statement is because Lately every time ” He ” has something to say it always seems to involve ” Something ” that He feels I can ” Do For Him ” !
Why does He think that He has The ” Right ” to be like that ?!