The Last Time I spoke to My Maine Sweetheart on the Phone it was a bit disappointing, because of a couple of things He admitted to Me. He told Me that due to His current financial difficulties He’s had to ” DROP ” His Internet Service, so He can ONLY get Online to Check His E-Mails whenever He makes it Over to His Mom’s place. PLUS, He also said that He HAD TO Drop His Long Distance Phone Service in His Apartment !
So Now that Means… UNLESS He gets a Phone Calling Card… The ONLY PLACE He’d be able to CALL ME, and the ONLY PLACE He’d be able to Check His E-mails, will be at His Mom’s Place ! UGH ! That was VERY Disappointing News, especially since E-mailing Him is the ONLY Way I have of Contacting Him currently, AND I LIVE to Hear His Sweet and Sexy Voice on the Phone. I Miss Him So Very Much when He hasn’t Called Me for a Couple of Weeks, OR MORE ! I NEED to Hear His Voice, or at the VERY LEAST NEED to Hear from Him from Time to Time through E-mails !
How am I going to Deal with This ??????
I haven’t figured that out quite yet ! I just don’t know what to do really, since I Love Him Very Much, and I know that I Always Will. That’s a FACT that’ll Never Change, no matter what ! I know that deep in My Heart, and in My Soul. xoxoxoxoxo
I just HOPE and PRAY that Him telling Me these Things isn’t His round about Way of starting to push Me away ! I don’t think He would lie to Me like that. He’s just not that Way. So I can’t see Why He would suddenly start now… not when He’s Always told Me how Much He Truly LOVES Me, and WANTS ME.. as MUCH as I WANT HIM !
I HOPE that HE’ll get a Phone Card SOON so HE can Call ME from Anywhere… Any Time He has a Chance to… PLUS, I’m hoping that He’ll be able to go Over to His Mom’s Place this Friday – or Sat. or Sun… so He’d be able to CALL ME from There ! I HOPE !
I Miss Him So Very Much !