Something has occurred to Me lately. I think that it’s extremely probable that I’ve been
” Toying ” with the ” OTHER ” Man. The Reason I say that is because of the MANY Times He’s Broken My Heart in the Past, it makes Me Wonder IF maybe now I’m ” Toying ” with His Heart out of REVENGE !
I would have NEVER thought I would be capable of such underhanded devious dealings; at least not until I met That ” Other ” Man One Day, and Learned what it was like to deal with a LIAR… a CHEAT… and Someone with an ANGER Problem that was as IF He had a Split Personality at Times.
Can You really Blame Me for plotting some Revenge ?
I would think it’s pretty understandable.
And YET… There is that Other Way of Looking at It… that says that You Should NOT ” Stoop ” to Someone Else’s ” Level “. Or.. In Other Words…
TWO WRONGS… DO NOT MAKE A RIGHT !
I know that Statement has a LOT of Truth to it.
And Yet… Doesn’t that ” Other ” Man DESERVE to go through at least SOME of the Heart Break that He Caused ME to go Through ?!
BUT…. I’m NOT GOD… of course.. LOL
And I should Remember that’s it’s ONLY Up to GOD to deal out ” KARMA Type JUSTICE “.
When I think about WHAT the ” OTHER ” Man has been through Over the Last Several Years, I can’t help wondering IF those Things have been ” KARMA ” finally Biting Him in the BUTT for Everything He put Me through in the Past.
So… I guess what I’m saying is the ” Bottom Line “… I need to seriously THINK about What I’m really doing to the ” OTHER ” Man. I’ve NEVER in My Life So Far… Intentionally Hurt Someone, and even as far as HE goes… I’m Thinking that I shouldn’t Start Now !
Even HE – the ” OTHER ” Man – deserves to be Honestly, and Truly Loved by Someone.
I know this deep in My Heart, and Soul… and I think I NEED to Remind Myself of This every time I start to ” TOY ” with HIM.. Again.